12.22.2014

Just Float, Darling

New Year Poetry Challenge, Prompt #10*
"Write a poem about COMFORT ZONES -- your particular comfort zone, jumping out of a comfort zone, a literal comfort zone, our metaphorical comfort zones, a specific event, or the general essence of comfort zones."


Just Float, Darling

I know a girl with the most remarkable skill.
Her radar eyes spot any imperfection,
see wrinkle before smile.
She can remember every wrong answer, move, mistake
without fail.
She's stands inside a swirling vortex
of depression yet 
she is a pillar of positivity.
She feels too much, I think.
Can't help but soak in the beauty around her
keeping in mind its impermanence.
"Why can't you just enjoy it, love?"
Every day she feels the rope burn, hears the steady hum,
tries to live and make decisions while this drastic polarity inside of her body
swarms.
She has a knack for assuming the worst,
has a talent for trying to destroy every thing that's ever been
any good for her.
She's always felt undeserving of anything beautiful, like love,
so the awkward proclamations of self-love she samples on her tongue
seem contrived some days.
No matter how far she comes, something inexplicable seems to
swallow her up.
There are times she doesn't feel strong enough to stomp out the lies
she tells herself.
"You're crumbling, sweetheart."
It's as if she's programmed to fail before she even tries,
why she stays in her comfort zones, no matter how uncomfortable
they become.
She feels neglected easily, like when the sun goes down.
"It has to go down sometimes, darling."
Like the moon ain't supposed to have its season too.
She must be the greenest grass
in the meanest winter.
Skilled, I tell you, to aim for impossible perfections.
She's so busy living ahead, planning for disaster,
that she can watch herself fall under the surface from a distance.
"Don't just stand there staring. You're flailing, dear.
You'll only drown, which is silly.
Who cares if you can't swim?
You sure enough know how to float."
She seems a glutton, at times, for her own
suffering.

12.22.14 es

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12.17.2014

Blurred Lines

New Year Poetry Challenge, Prompt #8*
"Consider a box of crayons: the colors, the smell, the weight of it in your hands, that little sharpener in the back on the 64 crayon box, the excitement or intimidation of a new box, the way you miss the retired colors, the way the newer colors never seem quite right (wait...that might just be me). Write a poem inspired by a box of crayons."


Blurred Lines

Artists are blurry.
   They kick up dirt in dance
   and paint gritty portraits
   where the dust settles.
Their songs are often poems
that married melody
sometimes by love, sometimes by force.
   They are foggy harbors
   and sun-kissed waves
   all in one moment of longing.
Lines cross religiously
on every blank page
of possibility.
   They are an unopened box of crayons,
   a fresh scent of youth,
   yet still the wisdom of a discarded wrapper.
An artist is an untouched Burnt Sienna
highlighting the edges of an oak tree doodle
and a broken, flattened Cerulean
filling space with the illusion of sky.
   Artists are blurry.

12.17.14 es

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12.14.2014

Accessus

New Year Poetry Challenge, Prompt #6*
"Write a poem about ACCESSORIES. Kitchen accessories? Truck accessories? Bed and Bath accessories? Jewelry? Fishing? Holiday? Camping?
Accessories? Accessorizing? Accessorization? Accessorial? Access?"


Accessus

My arrival
   to complete understanding
   and acceptance
frightens me.
If this does arrive--
   this knowledge,
this truth,
what else will there be to
   search for?
We live our lives in want
   of excess and
access to an ultimate...
great.
That we will arrive at something
   so great that it will make
   every little thing that ever
stung
or roared
or throbbed
   worth something.
What is all of this if it isn't
   worth something?
Problem is we live our lives
   in excess, wanting to be worth
   the wrong kind of something.
What do you accessorize your life with
   to become accessible for?
Is tomorrow another step
   closer
   or further away?
This is my arrival
   taking
      another
         step.

12.14.14 es

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12.09.2014

Forgiveness

New Year Poetry Challenge, Prompt #1*
"Think of an object you were fascinated by as a child, or perhaps one you are fascinated by right now. Write a seven-line poem about it. No line can be more than seven words and so your poem should not be longer than 49 words."

Forgiveness

She handed me a crystal
knowing it was home with me.
Smoothing each side with my fingertips,
I was at peace with my grief.
Don't know if it was vulnerability
or consequence,
but with each stroke I forgave God.

12.9.14 es

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